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Monday, August 24, 2009
OMG I REALLY DON KNOW..IDK IDK IDK..IDK WAT TO DOTHIS KIND OF FEELING SUK ALL THE WAY..
I NEVER BEEN LIKE THIS B4
IT SO PAINLY
AND I CANT STOP TINKING OF IT
I NV BE SO SERIOUS TO BE IN R/S B4
i start to get close to her each day..
ever since the last post..
i ask out for lunch during last last saturday
she pei-ed me eat lunch..den she went to find her fren to study
that nite is my father birthday...so i had a family dinner at suntec there
after dinner..reached home i ask her where is she??is it okay to go find her to walk her home??
it about 10 pm already..she rply any thing lor..so she waited at mrt station for me
so i from my house walk to the mrt station find her n walk her home that nite..
i feel dam happy
her home is like 3 to 4 blk away from me
i confess to her my 1 year long crush to her..
and as i tot..
she rejected me
she say cuz of o lvl that why cant tink about r/s stuff
i say it okay n i willing to wait till after o
she din say much after that
so i joke ard with her..trying to make her happy with my tear flowing down my cheek
i sms her everyday after that nite
i chat happying everyday
but this few day i know it her prelim week..so we din chat much..but i feel that i annoying her like that
she that 8th girl i confess so far ever since sec 3 till now
and it also the 8th rejection i had..
i nv had a gf b4...
that y idk wat girl really think
idkidkidk
i was confuse
idk that i wan to wait for her anot
for no reason..it like the feeling now hurt so much
i really go serious for her..
i try to change bcuz of her
idk wat to do
the tear jus flowing down non stop
i told myself last year during my birthday..i don wan to tink about ard r/s
cuz i scare that i will cant take it another rejection
but den last year dec
she appear
i try to control myself
control until this year
i try to control myself until her o lvl over but i cant
i start to move 1 step closer to her
now is the scare that if i really waited for until o lvl over..
den the time i tink i will love her even more
but if she reject me again after o lvl
i tink i really cannot take it ani more
so now i dam confuse and sad..idk wat to do
i really like her
i like her
i tink now if i really like her..i jus wan her to be happy
i wan her to do well in her prelim n o lvl
i jus wan her to be happy
Innocence
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